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Into the Xeno #11142
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I know a lot of forgetee. We mind play on the ground à lot more than in the ship. People get abducted for extraterrestrial purposes. But on the ground here? Mind control is crazy!

So many forgetee...

There is a massive active operation ending up. I don't know what is going to be done next on Earth but I don't feel good to go. I want to keep going with those people. I can think of my opinions contribution eventually.

Want it or not, it's real and we exist. Magical events going to happen, eventually...

Well I should clarify myself someday! Since I'm supposed to go on a claim someday if I'm right. First what is the being I'm gonna claim. A cosmic soul born human on Earth with an alien heart and an extraterrestrial mind. That would be fair lol.

I'm gonna make sense in my head and it's getting better!

People can say I'm crazy I don't care too much if I handle to be hurt. I remembered enough to be convinced my case is real and legit. I'm connected.

I can walk in peace now...

I know that I believe, strongly believe. I'm going to think what else I can remember with a few effort. Being told by real people that can see me. I have black skin and yellow eyes. That is the two information that I have coming from a witness.

When people they see me, they mostly look higher than my human height. I should be like maybe 7 or 8 feet tall. But maybe they were hallucinatee from the video-game but I was told that I'm talker than humans.

I don't know what my witnesses saw but it is still happening. Yet nobody told me much about what they saw looking at me.

I was called "imposant"...

No [beep]?

I don't even have much information... Anyway mind wiping...

To remember well, love them!


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I've been to a Canadian remembrance day.

"Il doit se demander se qu'on fait"

The same as many people... I was there to remember...

They ask about stuff.

Who will have the wonders at the alien remembrance day? I've had a lot!

"Mais qu'est-ce qu'il est en train de faire?"

I'm trying to get ready to face the devastation and heal up. Then I am just going to resume life.


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I trust the aliens I know. They will fix it! My [beep] head... I would say actually that shall be extraterrestrial work. I don't see who else would deal with this package of information. And then other life too... À lot is going to be implanted and extraterrestrial business and hopefully a family. I'm confused about which parents talked to me.



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I'm tired of my state of mind.. The dazed confusion and the damn blank in my mind. I can feel my life and the reality with it but I feel so far off... I'm so far off in my mood. It's like if my stories and theories are nothing...

I have information from a meeting with non human entities, extraterrestrials and possible cosmic being. Some brass calling me their child. They said they were my parents,

Then the confusion stopped because I became aware and I had a lot of answers. It was doing well but I had my mind wiped out. It was for the story, my deal is that..

I don't know... Maybe I'll just stop looking for some answers and look forward. What I was, what I am? Does it matter? What will I be? Whatever I want...

I just have to choose what I want to become next no matter what I have been. But my first physical life or the longest I've been? How was I already feeling good?

Changing all the time? I heard and was told that I love transformation. I know I'm not living my life human... I like to look at myself and I'm done seeing that for almost 30 consciousness years.

I want that face off, don't make me please...

My choice is made. I am not staying human!


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A few months and it should be it. Thank you!


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I have a hard time feeling stable with information I don't get from remembering. People has been confusing me more than anything...

They interprète things in a way that does not feel right to me and I trust the aliens that answered my questions in the meeting. I just remember a meeting and other incidents wiped off my mind.

My information is from a really loving and warm conversation with them.

I can rely on that for myself because I believe they did not lie to me. That's it!


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This is really confusing. I could use to talk to an informer. It helps nothing that state of mind. What a story... I'm not worrying right now. I'm just getting done of my situation.

I could take a little bit more but I don't want to...

It's coming and I know that but I can't help it. I can still figure out something. I can still find out before but...

People confuse me pretty much.

I hope for good and relevant remembrance.



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Hello Xeno.
Answer your phone.

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Originally Posted by Anonymous
Hello Xeno.
Answer your phone.


I am not taking this call...


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I am gonna tell things to myself that might not help if it doesn't get clearer...


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Many stories, multiple information fit but only one match. I can't talk too fast and more memories will be required for a decent understanding of myself and my situation.

I want to know how I look like but different people been seeing different version of me for different reason.

Which one is the regular and basic and normal ne as an alien or extraterrestrial.

I know my human appearence, not my alien one neither my extraterrestrial one... The one I am now born, the one I will transform and the one I got for being taken back where I was?

At some point my base form is kind of my human one now? If yes I'm going to be really really angry and disappointed of my life but I will get over it.

I'm not really happy being born human and I hope this situation can be fixed... I don't want to live life as human! I'm sick of that birth...


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I'm trying to remember more and understand the real circonstances of my birth here and what some people said "They where hiding you from us".

My extraterrestrial story sounds like a really great life but a hard recent past. I don't have much clues...

My cosmic story is another mystery... Powerful life but killing respinsability.

My human life, I love it! I know it and remember it because I have access to that single whole mind package. Except for a few incident. It's "untouched" and the key to the magic in the future. I love to be it loving aliens and being scared of the extraterrestrials.

The thing is that I want to be your alien here!

Did I agree with this birth?


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My human name is beautiful and the meaning helpful!

3
3
3

3
3
3

3
3
3

Who will become one?


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Prince, Lord and servant and recently told in another language it means "King of angels".

La province...

Je me souviens des yeux brouillés et des soucoupes.

I just have a hard time to believe it. That could just be that simple... Me here who is going to de fragment and turn back into one mind.

I'm just here to wait that I remember.

That's my stuff and I feel a bit lazy tired and done.

J'ai juste besoin d'y croire...


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My human name has been a little pain but I now understand it. Better eh!

Why am I coming back like that?

What is that story for real.

I know what is... It's just me waiting for confirmation. At least a clue that the core theory I'm digging is my truth or not.

But I have an idea. I think I will be fine after the devastation and the disappointment. I'm not sure anymore what I'm but I supposedly was born legit natural human.

I'm suspecting genetic manipulation which make me pretty happy. Is it possible a phoetus memory? Like when the soul enter it. That moment you take over that birth to live a life.

I experienced something really beyond my anticipation du possible. I remembered a weird satisfying feeling of life while having a spooky flash.

Weird but,

I really love it!


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I know for me physical life is renewable after death but I need a birth. I guess? But why human, the people doing that... Why?

Either I agreed for temporary reason or they really wanted to hurt me. Maybe they didn't know me well enough or the opposite, too much...

Mystère et boule de gomme!



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I know who I am and what is my name so for what I can do. For sure and confirmed, I can forget!

I'm now, soon, here to remember.

The thing is that I am not sure it was my choice. I feel like I didn't want that. I could have tried to be whatever right now but not human. It feels dirty to me regard to my situation.

I don't want to accept the truth.

But I will! As long as they take me back I will be fine and I believe they are good trackers. They remember and recognize.

love

The truth Mr public is that officially into the system. I am a human born being. But watch me later he said!



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I don't know what concensus many people will take but, I'm not going to plan a death to rebirth extraterrestrial in a spaceship. I don't know if it's my kind. I feel like suicidal is not right. No matter what I don't want to die...

I respect life and what's ahead to live. I will see later!

What is that story?

Mine is a Larva novel!

I don't know who call me "Le petit prince"

Neither for sure what's the Grand prince thing?

I'm having an exciting future if I do what I have to do and accept the actual truth.

I am a human! I grew up, woke up and soon opening my eyes. From human being... I'm trying to understand that weird fact.

The human born thing?

I'm not sure anymore!

I just begin to remember and see there right in my face what it is for real. I know I am living grey after this.

The greys, my lovely extraterrestrial! I feel it should fit somehow when I'm good to Honor my life and provide my sunshine.

I know my name... I just don't accept that.


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I need a concensus that will not create a lifetime deception and deep sadness. It is hurtful that I am pretty much not born one of us. As far as I know!

It's a thing that will be a deal to get over and figure out how not to feel dishonoured... Deceived.

That feels like something is wrong.

I don't like that...


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I wish I could tell my name and to stop hiding...


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I'm gonna find a way to love it.


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What's the human magic? Killing zombie on Xbox smoking weed being on social security starving and growing up about life pretty quick. It's effective to use the human being...

From my perception.

But once that's fixed? Why?

I'm not staying human because I'm disgusting myself and it feels normal after what happened. I will become one soon hopefully.

Xeno is many secret alien.

I still love my life but my body, my biological entity is the only single human thing that I have. Even born it trying to make me it. ..

"Vous avez voulu me jouer dans la tête"

I went for one weird... Story...


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It's true that it will take time time to accept and get over that... Being born human as entrance in this world. Not controlled implantation as I know, I died and found myself born here.

I really feel sick of that. They are helping a lot. I'm pretty beautiful human being, half angelic and half sinister. My human body is not healthy because of choices but... I'm looking good.

They made it a lot better within the past years. I saw my human self through a genetic beauty fixation!

I love them!

I appreciate your help! I can look at myself now and like what I see.

But not for life.

I really want to be your lovely alien and cosmic sunshine. It's important because it makes me want to puke to be terrestrial...

I feel... Belittled... Inferior... Irrelevant... Useless... Etc etc etc... I don't feel it's a fit for an honest wellness and happiness. Especially after the Roswell incident that is still kind of in me?

Am I getting close enough?


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A fantasy? Sounds like a nightmare to magically turn into a dream.

Changer le monde en un claquement de doigt?

Attend de voir la vrai patente!



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That feels better to know they considere previous life because I would have been desintegrated not to get back to us.

Really!

I love humans that's true but I dislike to be it as a life. A larva need something more adapted... Being human born... I feel really sick of that. But I don't want to die.

My feelings are gonna be dirty a while if not the rest of my life. I am so sorry and it makes me sad and angry but something has to remain.

I'm sorry I was not born one of us

cry

It really hurt me! But I have to live my life not dying again... I want to stay alive.



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